I can't remember when the last time I fell in love. Yes, I've been in love before, and the love was ends couple weeks ago. But still, falling in love is a damn-good feeling you won't and you can't compare with other feeling in your existence.
I'm in love, am I? I'm not sure.. but maybe I am. It's not that simple for me to meet someone and pay more attention for him. I'm not that kinda girl who could fall in love so easily. I like a lots of guys.. but none of them I love. In my life, I was love a guy once for a long enough time. I like him like, 4 years and love him (or should I say that I used to dedicated my whole life to him?) for 5 years. It's not easy for me to fall out of love, too. Cause once I love someone, I'll love him for a great long time. I 'm always serious in relationship, so when it failed, I'm not surprised cause true love are hard to find.
Loving someone is big, but I guess being loved is huge. It's bigger than that, for me personally. But when you love someone and somehow, he loves you too, that's the magic of love. That's amazing. That's very huge and beyond the ability to express the right words about love, it's huge.
But being loved, this thoughts makes me wonder.. if somebody loves you, will they always love you? I'm afraid to even think about that.
I'm in love, am I? I'm not sure.. but maybe I am. It's not that simple for me to meet someone and pay more attention for him. I'm not that kinda girl who could fall in love so easily. I like a lots of guys.. but none of them I love. In my life, I was love a guy once for a long enough time. I like him like, 4 years and love him (or should I say that I used to dedicated my whole life to him?) for 5 years. It's not easy for me to fall out of love, too. Cause once I love someone, I'll love him for a great long time. I 'm always serious in relationship, so when it failed, I'm not surprised cause true love are hard to find.
Loving someone is big, but I guess being loved is huge. It's bigger than that, for me personally. But when you love someone and somehow, he loves you too, that's the magic of love. That's amazing. That's very huge and beyond the ability to express the right words about love, it's huge.
But being loved, this thoughts makes me wonder.. if somebody loves you, will they always love you? I'm afraid to even think about that.
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